LIFE OF A 19 YEAR OLD

how do you spell appreciative again?

2010-08-07T18:35:00.001+08:00

why can't you just let me plan for you?

i understand that you want to have a good time and all that but can you just have faith in me and my choice of doing things. i know you don't want me engage in someone that is not secure and all that but you should know that there must be a reason why i chose all of that.

i just want you to have fun on your 21st birthday as well. thats all i ask for. you know, you say that my plans is mostly staying in the hotel for 4D3N but i did not plan it to be this way. in my opinion, i planned everyday with something different. at least i try to. maybe you just don't see it.

but really, it doesn't matter. cause i'm taking away the phuket trip.

behind every i'm sorry is not an it's okay.

when life gives you lemons, squeeze it on your fish and chips

2010-07-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

i will survive.
we will survive.

but when it's bad, it's awful

2010-07-03T01:37:00.001+08:00

i wish i could say that everything's okay but it's not cause i'm not okay.
you can't just say things in anger and tell me tomorrow that you don't mean a word you said.
the hurt's there, it's all piled up there.

19 may 2010

2010-05-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

the amount of chances i can give a person

when you feel like giving up, think of why you held on for so long.

conversation on the bus the other day

2010-05-13T14:15:00.001+08:00

they say love will conquer everything but truth to be told, this saying is a lie.

i've seen couples crumbling recently and it always boil down to one thing, one party wants to make it work but the other does not. guys blame girls, girls blame guys but really, we should sit down and ask ourselves who should we blame. i say, we blame ourselves for not wanting to let go when we should and wanting to let go when we shouldn't.

love comes and goes as much as you hate to say it but that is what makes us stronger, makes us realize who we are as an individual. but many of a time, we let ourselves crumble because we are so used to loving, so used to being a part of someone's schedule but when that person's gone, you find yourself not knowing what to do, doing the stupidest things you shouldn't do, begging for the person to take you back as you am.

so i say, love will only conquer when two parties are willing to take up the challenge and weather the harshest storms together.

xoxo, gossip girl

2010-05-01T21:28:00.004+08:00

"i suddenly realized it. the way to get over you isn't by hooking up with some random guy or pretending like we didn't happen. you and i loved each other. and then you broke my heart. i've been doing everything possible not to face that fact. i'm going to kiss somebody someday, and when i do, it'll be for me."

"in poland, we have a saying, love is like a head wound. it makes you dizzy, you think you'd die but you'll recover. usually."

"to revive a struggling relationship, there comes a point when we must stop protecting what we have. to allow for what we truly need. moving forward can mean reaching out, reaching back or reaching balance. and while new journeys can start with a single step, they can end just as quickly with a single misstep. and even the healthiest relationship finds itself on life support, it's important to remember that in the upper east side, sometimes the wrong prescription is just what the doctor ordered."

not guilty!

2010-04-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

he says you're clingy
you sent him a text (okay, two) asking what he was doing - now he says you're suffocating him! you didn't do anything wrong. if he doesn't answer basic texts, he's not invested in your relationship, and is probably doing something you wouldn't approve of. feel free to roll your eyes and move on.

well, at least this is what i read on seventeen magazine :)

10 happy couple guidelines

2010-04-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

#1 Go to bed at the same time
Remember the early days of your relationship when you couldn’t wait to get into bed with each other to make love? Happy couples resist the temptation to go to bed at different times. They go to bed at the same time, even if one wakes up later to do things while their partner sleeps.

#2 Cultivate common interests
After the passion simmers, it is common to realise that you have few interests in common. Try to home in on those common interests and do things together and enjoy each other's company at the same time. Don’t underestimate the importance of couple activities, however few they are.

If common interests are absent, happy couples take time to develop them. But be sure to cultivate interests of your own; this will make you more interesting to your mate and prevent you from appearing too dependent.

#3 Walk hand in hand or side by side
Rather than one partner lagging or dragging behind the other, happy couples walk comfortably hand in hand or side by side. They know it’s more important to be with their partner than to see the sights along the way.

#4 Make trust and forgiveness a default mode
Whenever there is a misunderstanding or when two cannot agree on an issue, do you bear grudges and build up ammunition against each other?
Refrain from doing that as it only makes solving problems difficult.

If a disagreement or an argument cannot be resolved, happy couples default to trusting and forgiving and reset the relationship from there, instead of keeping count of faults.

#5 Focus more on what your partner does right than what he or she does wrong
If you look for things your partner does wrong, you can always find something. If you look for what he or she does right, you can always find something, too. It all depends on what you want to look out for and focus on. Happy couples accentuate the positive and affirm that in each other.

#6 Hug each other as soon as you see each other after work
Our skin has a memory of “good touch” (loved), “bad touch” (abused) and “no touch” (neglected).

Couples who say hello with a hug keep their skin bathed in the “good touch” can inoculate your spirit against anonymity in the world. One is reassured of love and belonging.

#7 Say “I love you” and “Have a good day” every morning
This is a great way to buy some patience and tolerance as each partner sets out each day to battle traffic jams, long lines and other annoyances.

#8 Say “Good night” every night, regardless of how you feel
This tells your partner that, regardless of how upset you are with him or her, you still want to be in the relationship. It says that what you and your partner have is bigger than any single upsetting incident.

#9 Do a “weather” check during the day
Call your partner at home or at work to see how his or her day is going. This is a great way to adjust expectations so that you’re more in sync when you connect after work. For instance, if your partner is having a lousy day, it might be unreasonable to expect him or her to be enthusiastic about something good that happened to you.

#10 Be proud to be seen with your partner
Happy couples are pleased to be seen together and are often in some kind of affectionate contact - hand on hand or hand on shoulder or back. They are not showing off but rather just saying that they belong with each other.

The worst thing to do is to forget to introduce your partner when you bump into a friend or colleague when you're out about town. This sends the wrong signal to your partner that he is not your significant other and you are embarrassed to show him or her off to others.

i'll try to use this guidelines from now on, what about you? :>

ugly betty S04E19 (the past presents the future)

2010-04-08T18:41:00.001+08:00

"i just wanna say, i'm so freaking happy. i just married my best friend. i knew that i loved bobby, well, when he told me that i did. but he was right. i just needed some time to figure that out. but i knew that bobby loved me when he told me that he would throw himself under a bus for me. i know right, i would do that too baby. cause that's love right? when you know somebody better than they do, and when you will do anything in the world to protect them. i love you baby."
- hilda (ugly betty)

party don't stop

2010-04-06T20:05:00.003+08:00

25 MARCH (THURSDAY): PICNIC FOR BARA'S BIRTHDAY
was supposed to have picnic at marina barrage but we changed the venue to marcus's place due to rain. the picnic was organized for bara's birthday :) took a million and one pictures but i'm just going to post some :)

26 MARCH (FRIDAY): A
met A at junction 8 for movie but no slots for our timing so we decided to have dinner together instead.

28 MARCH (SUNDAY): A'S GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY
went to marcus's house to take pictures then met up A up at bishan to go over to his grandma's place. i had a very good time there :)

5 APRIL (MONDAY): MARINA MANDARIN SCHOLARSHIP
received the news awhile ago that i'm rewarded the scholarship with 2 other people (probably 1 DHHM and 1DIEM). and yes, i'm very happy that i got the scholarship :) it's like my life is starting to plan out after i graduate from RP. the scholarship has a two year bond and the money is pretty good for both during internship and after internship (18 months). i guess A is pretty happy for me? :)

and to add to that wonderful news, A got his sexy new bike. i'm happy for him but now i have to fight for my place in his heart :(

year 2 semester 2

2010-03-23T17:21:00.007+08:00

i am so fucking happy right now. the grades are out bitches. let me gloat for awhile..

i got a 3.6 for this semester and i'm so fucking proud of myself. okay, this is the first time i've gotten above 3.5 so just let me be. been trying to reach the 3.5 mark for a very long time now and it feels so good like all my hard work paid off. and let's just say during the UT period i wasn't in a very good shape. sick and had relationship problems but i managed to pull through. pat on the shoulder.

i'm actually quite disappointed that my moderated modules UT 3 grades are B+ and B respectively cause they were supposed to be my strong modules and the non moderated modules i managed to clinch As. i've a feeling that b stats' A grade is 35 and above and i got 34.

i was quite confident for all modules to get A so you can roughly guess my level of disappointment. i'm also quite disappointed on my overall GPA which is calculated to be 3.42. don't think this can pull me to be top 10% and it didn't reach my mark of 3.5.

but whatever it is, i'm still going to hold on and try my best for the last two semesters i have in RP and reach my goals. #1: GPA of 3.5 and above, #2: top 10%, #3: get the marina mandarin scholarship.

still, motherfucking proud of myself :)

long night

2010-03-23T02:54:00.001+08:00

16 MARCH (TUESDAY): HOME

22 MARCH (MONDAY): TOWN
reached A's place at noon and he decided to have this sudden thought of going to tanglin mall. i was kind of happy that we were going out but only to realize that he needs to do his bike stuff.

got ready and we cabbed over in which the cab fare surprised me (i thought it was going to be more). get his bike stuff done then we headed to walk around supposedly to take pictures but i ended up wanting to eat xlb. and so, we did! we even had our favorite brownie temptation ice cream :)

after xlb, i was still hungry and wanted to eat waraku but A was tired already so we decided to just walk for 15 minutes more and head back to his place. but we had to stop. you know why? cause he wanted to take pictures of cars. spotted a number of rich man cars (my soon to be husband) then we took the peasant way home, bus. simple yet enjoyable.

back at A's place and i peacefully fell asleep on his bed :)

such a scam. and look at his tabs. omg. all bike links. hello, please get a life.

23 MARCH (TUESDAY): HOME
life has been pretty mundane and sometimes i wish it would stop. definitely there are times where i just want to chill at home, watching tv but it can be a little boring. probably i'm just scared that i'll get lazy and get used to staying home.

maybe i should tell A that we should do more fun things (wait, i think i did) like southern ridges for the fourth time (or is it the fifth?). can use photography as an excuse.

but what i want the most now is to go to sentosa with A. omg, talking about sentosa. it's been a long time since i've been there. i think my last trip to sentosa is longer than a year! i've never been on the skyride and luge (ultimate sadness). also, i want to take a look at the newly built IR.

plans for today: transfer money > buy wanton mee > hongkong drama on tv > flash forward > gossip girl > defendor. by the time i'm finish with all these A should be home to accompany me already :)

actually, i don't know what rubbish i'm saying but i guess the reason i'm typing all these is because i don't want to sleep so early (time check: 2.53am).

i can't wait for my items to arrive. omfg :>

don't be a bitch with your chit chat

2010-03-15T18:48:00.005+08:00

9 MARCH (TUESDAY): MINDS CAFE AND FISH&CO WITH DIM SUMS
the title pretty much said everything i needed to say. it was a pity that the indian didn't manage to come for this outing cause i think she will be damn noisy playing the games. the dim sums always make me happy. need i say more? love y'all ♥

13 MARCH (SATURDAY): A
initial plan was to have dinner together at sakura but it was so full. so we decided to spend the whole day in the arms of each other. A bought a new camera for himself which we thought that it was pretty cool.

we played around with the camera and took some pictures. apparently A didn't send me the rest of the pictures so i only have one. maybe i'll ask from him and edit this post again.

realized that my mum doesn't want my precious babies in the house so i had to bring them back to A's place :( i really enjoy taking care of them. until now i still think that they are at my place. the power they have on me. i miss them already.

14 MARCH (SUNDAY): A
brought the babies over to A's. cleaned up their tanks and stuffs and also separating the four into twos. so ian's with georgie and jellybean's with happy. sad day for me seriously. first, i don't want to separate them. second, i don't want to put them up for adoption. but i guess we'll see how it goes..

anyway, we played around with his new camera again and manage to draw a heart successfully :) it was effortless for me but for A.. let's just say guys are not that smart.

15 MARCH (MONDAY): CANCELLED OUTING
supposed to go for my long awaited sakae sushi dinner buffet with the loser gang, but due to my swollen eyes (no, i did not watch porn tinguan) and stomach pain it was cancelled :(

nvm, next time okay? i can't wait to see you all again. yvonne's non funny jokes and christina's -.- face.

cassendra

2010-03-14T01:15:00.003+08:00

hi, this is my new hair. bangs! just trying something new :)

twilight saga eclipse trailer

2010-03-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

picture perfect memories

2010-03-10T02:49:00.004+08:00

15 FEB (MONDAY): HAMMIES
after dragging so long to name them, i have decided to name the boys georgie, happy (has a mark on its face. looks like eyebrow. hopefully by naming it happy it would be slightly happier), ian and jellybean (cause very fat).

i don't know about you but when i'm feeling down and alone, i always turn to my pets. they give me a slight tinge of happiness every time i'm around them, playing with them. they just seem to take my troubles and worries away.

fatty bom bom. must be jellybean.

honestly, i really like how the camera manages to capture them in such a wonderful manner. the colour, the whiskers, the fur. all the details captured and all true to real life.

17 FEB (WEDNESDAY): STEAMBOAT AT TINGUAN'S PLACE
gathering at tinguan's place to bai nian during cny and it was really awesome cause the food and the company was great.

23 (TUESDAY): A TRIP DOWN TO THE POLYCLINIC EARLY IN THE MORNING WITH A
this marks the first time i've been to a polyclinic. woke up really early and reached lot 1 at 7 plus in the morning. i only had 2 hours of sleep. ate macdonalds' breakfast deluxe (awesum possum) then A and i hit the road to polyclinic.

confession; i used to think that polyclinic is seriously not a great place to go when you are sick cause i thought the service there wouldn't be as good as private clinics. but i was proved wrong (okay, maybe got one young girl who spoiled the image - fuck her). it's actually a pretty nice place to go when you are sick and all. but definitely only if you have the patience cause of the queue.

after polyclinic, we went back to his place where i then fell asleep for 2 hours and we just slacked around and watched my sister's keeper in the living room. we cried together and it was so funny cause i was crying then A started to cry and he immediately gave me the tissue box. hahaha.

24 FEB (WEDNESDAY): BAKING AT SAM'S PLACE
you cannot imagine the pains i went through just to reach her place. but anyway, i never liked being in the kitchen to cook because i'm not much of a cook. so i basically tried to help in whatever i can like taking pictures. the cookies that we made tastes awesome if i might add. after baking, we just sat on the sofa, laughing while watching ninja warrior and wipe out. happy outing but i was probably too tired.

28 FEB (SUNDAY): WEBCAM WITH A
we attempted to stay up to reminisce the good times but failed at 4.40am. can you tell this boy that he looks like an arabic woman more than a ninja?

2 MARCH (TUESDAY): SISTERS OUTING
headed to junction 8 after charmaine was done with school to take passport photo which we had to wait 1 hour for and we spent the time sitting in macdonalds eating.

went to amk to do her ez link which she conveniently lost with her wallet a long time ago. then we went to buy her school shoes and some durian pancake to eat (my whole motive of accompanying her).

went back to junction 8 and decided to snip out hair at jean yip. we both have the similar hairstyle which is bob + bangs. I DO NOT HAVE A PHOTO OF IT YET. but don't laugh. i kind of like it cause it makes my face smaller and the bangs touches the tip of my eyes.

5 MARCH (FRIDAY): WARAKU WITH FAMILY
went to the central to have waraku for dinner with family. their current promotion's when you pay by DBS debit card, you get 50% voucher based on your dining receipt. and the voucher will be valid after the 14th of march.

after waraku, we settled down at some japanese ice cream place, azabu sabo for desserts. walked around clarke quey, bought a charm for melody (but she lost it the next day -.-) and went home.

7 FEB (SUNDAY): STEAMBOAT
grandma's place as usual but we had steamboat for dinner. it's a tradition that every time it's someone's birthday is arriving, there will be steamboat! cousin cut cake but i didn't eat cause i don't like the flavour :( but i took durian puffs as substitute. hahaha, isn't that much better than cake?

8 FEB (MONDAY): INTERVIEW AND ALICE IN WONDERLAND
i was selected for marina mandarin's scholarship so i just decided to try my luck if i could get in. A and i didn't set a time to meet cause i didn't know what time will the interview end so that boy reached woodlands around 2+ pm? but when he reached, it wasn't even my turn.

there were 6 interviewees (including me) and all weren't from DCRSM (4 candidates were selected for scholarship but none interested in it except me) which made me feel quite lonely. 3 were from DIEM and 2 were from DHHM. but they were all very friendly. hahaha they were all drawing on the white board to relieve stress. and every time someone came back from the interview room we would be asking what questions did the interviewers (director of human resources and executive assistant management of rooms division) ask. that was how nervous we all were.

i thought at some parts i kind of screwed it because there were times where i kept looking up and times where i was finding words to answer. but thank god, mine went really smoothly. personally, the questions asked weren't hard. i got a couple of goods and nods from both of the interviewers. and i made them laugh. i guess i made quite an impression. must be my charm ;)

done with interview and i hurried off to meet the boy who wasn't even angry that he waited so long and you guys should know how bitchy the weather is. watched the movie, bought slippers, walked around and parted. it was quite a long day for me.

9 FEB (TUESDAY): SECOND ROUND OF INTERVIEW
reached home check email and i received...

"Dear Cassendra,

I would wish to inform you that you have been shortlisted for the next round of interview. You will be meeting up with the General Manager, Marina Mandarin Hotel. I believe the hotel staff will contact you soon to schedule for this interview. I wish you all the best in your interview. Good luck."

wow. second round of interview. just when i thought the questions asked weren't hard. and this time round it's with the general manager. like what alan leong wished me; all the best and good luck.

pray for me?

alice in wonderland

2010-03-08T22:07:00.001+08:00

watched alice in wonderland with A at cwp after my marina mandarin scholarship interview :) it's a great movie but in my opinion it wasn't that great as i thought it would be. 7/10 (i added one because of anne hathaway)

out tmro with the dimsums! will blog on wednesday when i have the time. like finally.

the things we do, for love

2010-03-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

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true feelings, true meanings

2010-03-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

it's such a crazy world out there and sometimes you just need someone to hold to when you feel like you can't handle everything in your life. have you found that special person?

today, i was convinced i found mine. happy anniversary A :)

kiss the times goodbye

2010-03-02T20:57:00.004+08:00

hi! i don't know why but i'm quite a happy pill today :) probably it's because i managed to order some make up stuff online and cut my hairrrr! i'll blog latest by sunday okay? I'M SO SORRY! life's just too great (probably because i'm lazy).

but there's a sneak peek..

A the arab woman

what a frightful way to end the day

2010-02-28T01:40:00.001+08:00

hi, i know i said i would blog today but today's events made me really tired. to sum it up, my mum got me a new replacement phone (since i 'killed' my previous one) while i wait for N900 to be released.

then in the night, i went to look at my hamsters and only to find that there are 2 in the tank (there was supposed to be 4). imagine me being panic finding hamsters around the house. my first thought was "shit, don't tell me the other 2 ate the other 2?" second thought; my sister brought them down. third thought; my dad sold away 2 without telling me. i wanted to call A immediately but i knew that he would be so pissed with me.

OMFG, i got so scared and fanatically finding them and only to realize they were hiding behind the shelf of books playing hide and seek with me. for the last time hammies, i would appreciate if you guys don't scare me (i'm going to have a heart attack already). stop prison breaking.

anyway, i have a tumblr for quite awhile now. i update it there more than here but its like a reblog blog instead of my life story ;) click here to go to my tumblr!

kesha - blah blah blah

2010-02-27T01:14:00.002+08:00

i told myself to blog tmro :)

life's a party

2010-02-15T23:55:00.009+08:00

31 JAN (THURSDAY): ORCHARD HOTEL
went to eat dinner buffet with family at orchard hotel. didn't thought it was fantastic though.

2 FEB (TUESDAY): SCHOOL
last lesson of service class with ms chan

4 FEB (THURSDAY): SCHOOL
last week of financial accounting lesson with ms ho. then we went to find mr ganeash to take pictures then we decided to try jump shots. epic fail.

6 FEB (SATURDAY): UT
who the hell has to go to school on a sat? :( to make things worst, i had the 'best' ut experience ever. first i was late for ut, then went into the wrong class confidently, alan leong came in and told me that only can have 4 people on one table so i had to shift, shifted and found that ut key was wrong after trying 2 times, asked for thumbdrive and tried again only to realize i'm in the wrong class, told the faci that i was in the wrong class and i left, went to the right class this time and faci didn't screen the ut key so i was asking for it and he was blur and passed me thumbdrive, i gave the shock face and just took the thumbdrive anyway, then realize still need ut key, so i asked again and he gave it to me. and all this happened during the first ut (CRM).

second ut (financial accounting). no, i went into the right class just that when i wanted to do the question using calculator, NO BATT.

WAH.

12 FEB (FRIDAY): UTS
HTM ut at 8.30am and the business statistics was at 4.30pm. so we headed to the library to do some last minute clarification and a slight bit of camwhoring. and off to timbre after UT :) drink was pretty hard to drink but the company was good. (Y).

sick

2010-02-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

hi, i wanted to blog today but i fell sick :(

maybe it's just me, maybe it's because i'm tired, maybe.

2010-02-05T00:41:00.001+08:00

if you could just feel how tired i feel physically and mentality. i've been pushing myself to study and to do well in class for a period of time now and yes, it has been working out but do you know the feeling of total weakness?

i drag myself everyday to school, half for the grades, half for my friends. waking up is now, by far, the hardest thing to do.

with uptight schedule of the UT is not helping me neither. who the hell sets the schedule to be like that anyway, that person is seriously out of his/her mind.

i don't know what's with you and short conversations today. it's like i'm pretty much on my own the whole day. ah, screw it.

last day of school and i seriously want to be there to take pictures, to have free breakfast and lunch, i just can't bring myself to do it. i'll just excuse myself from school to study for UT.

i'm just scared of my GPA. i don't wanna be anywhere below 15%.

any E55E reading this, i love you guys and i'm sorry that i didn't attend school. we will hang out soon with your favorite small eyes friend after UT :) love you guys a lot and i will miss you <3

it's all about numbers

2010-02-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

the amount of hits and visits are really depressing. i promise to blog when all UTs are down.

you will never be good enough for me

2010-01-31T00:18:00.001+08:00

look who decided to drop by A's place today..

apparently, A and family decided to keep it cause it's so pretty. but i'm pretty scared of the claws just look at it. it looks like it can dig out your eyes in 2 seconds.

hi sweetie (eggroll), your sleeping position is so cute.

rock and roll

2010-01-30T17:29:00.001+08:00

22JAN: TOWN

went to cck first to accompany A to the bank and did my debit card then we headed to town with to find cny clothes. sad day.

23 JAN: A'S PLACE
went over to A's place and we talked for awhile. then we played with the babies :) to watch F riding on the toy car please go to my fb page and see!

hi, i hope you are scared. HAHAHA.

25 JAN (MONDAY): TOWN
head to town after school with A for sizzler. after the extremely filling meal, we went to walk around for cny clothes but no avail :(

hi seductive!

epic fail creation

he made heart shape already then when i wanted to snap picture, he went to ruin it >:(

U-N-G-L-A-M.

belle of the boulevard - dashboard confessional

2010-01-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

"dry your eyes, dry your eyes.
life is always hard, for the belle of the boulevard"

eletheowl

2010-01-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending, performing. You get to love your pretense. It’s true, we’re locked in an image, an act.

—
Jim Morrison

Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.

Often, it's the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroy them.

Often, it's non-related situations do not make one that sad but the words that was posted to which hurts the most.

well,
i.will.be.fine.tmro.

iTouch

2010-01-24T04:38:00.004+08:00

been quite awhile since im happy. thanks for the iTouch, i will treasure it :)

- Posted using BlogPress from my iTouch

hachiko: a dog's story

2010-01-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

want to watch this, need to watch this. but i'm so going to cry.

movie date

2010-01-19T21:51:00.001+08:00

watched this movie today - the daybreakers with A. both of us rate it 7/10 (Y). watch the trailer and decide for yourself to catch the movie or not!

the next movie i wanna watch - the legion :)

needs more pictures in my life

2010-01-17T19:14:00.002+08:00

11 JAN (MONDAY): TOWN

A and i headed to town after school despite feeling really tired after school. we basically just walked around and ended the night talking on the steps of DFS.

15 JAN (FRIDAY): TOWN
waited for A and sam after school as they had UT with bara (thanks indian for accompanying me, you're the best). walked around town and i was so disappointed with the shopping cause there was nothing to buy. nvm, at least there is such thing called 'ice cream' in the world or else i don't know how upset i would be. we all shared cold rock and traditional ice cream (Y). A, cold rock is nice okay. it's better than island creamery!

i think that was all? idk why we didn't take pictures. oh, we didn't bring camera. i need more pictures in my life seriously. i want a piggyback ride picture too :(

anyway, i've been doing a lot of online shopping and it's crazy. can't wait for makan buddies outing on 30th!

putting up a facade

2010-01-13T20:06:00.002+08:00

"so here's a piece of advice: let go when you're hurting to much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more."
(via persistentlove)

i feel like things are not going right in my life. i'm just done with my 3 straight days of UTs and honestly, it was so fucking tired as i had to study and had 2 bad days in a row. so it just means i havn't been sleeping well for a really long time. redbull and tea have been my best friends for days. i've been feeling really easily irritated with the smallest things and i really hate that. it's not good for me in any way possible.

i feel like i'm wearing a mask every time i'm in school. like they always say, the world's a stage and we are all players. and the only reason that i'm wearing this happy mask is because i don't want people around me to worry about me, i don't want to have time feeling all emotional. ever had this feeling of not wanting to talk to anyone about your problems because you don't want to go through things in your head which ultimately hurts your heart? that's how i feel. so i feel that it's better to keep everything to myself.

but i think i've been doing well hiding in my own shell because i still can laugh and smile with people even though i know that when i'm going to be alone later when i'm lying on my bed, i'm gonna feel really sucky. none of my friends know what's happened in my life and i still intend to keep it this way. until one day i'm ready to talk.

i havn't been feeling alright for awhile now but i don't know how long this feeling's gonna stay. how long am i going to put up a false front infront of people when i know that my life is pretty shitty and i would do anything to place it in the past. do you know what this is doing to me?

i'll get this straight. i'm not complaining. i enjoy the route of trying rather than not have one at all. the thing i love most about myself is that i'm able to sustain this long for the most important thing in my life. i know things aren't simple and things will not be simple. things are not given to you but you have to work for it on your own. that's why i'm pushing myself in every way possible - mentally and physically - to keep what i have right now. but i have not made any decision. irony.

just trying to find my way back home. but the old me's dead and gone, dead and gone.

DJ Earworm - United State of Pop 2009 (Blame It on the Pop) - Mashup of Top 25 Billboard Hits

2010-01-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

i don't care what you say, but it's pretty awesome. especially the video.

late night sex

2010-01-09T00:42:00.001+08:00

2 JAN (SATURDAY): YVONNE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY PARTY, TOWN & A'S PLACE
it's pretty funny how it was the holidays but A and i couldn't find the time to shop for yvonne's gift. so we did that on the afternoon of her 21st birthday party. walked around like zillion times, cracking our brains till it gave us a headache till we bought our fair share of 8 presents + 1 card. A bought a new vans shoe btw. i kinda think he doesn't really love it.

went over to downtown east where yvonne's party was held and met up with christina, her andy and charlene's share of the present. totalling up to 21 sincere gifts for our vonny tang.

her party was pretty cool. food, games (i think i really sucked at it. everytime i lose, i'll beat A up) and slight drinking. HAHA. drink. coke + chivas = not bad, i like.

A and i left at 12plus where we happily took night riders (have to change bus) to his place where i spent the night. bathed, ate, talked and then we spent the night sleeping in the living room sofa with A (different sofa). woke up in the middle of the night to find A missing in action so i went to peek into his room only to find him sleeping on his comfortable bed. thanks for really leaving me alone asshole.

A went back to sleeping on the sofa with me without my acknowledgment. woke up in the morning and we shifted to his room since his uncle is already awake. slept like it was free cause we were damn tired. then i packed up, left A's place for home and went for second mini steamboat with family.

6 JAN (WEDNESDAY): HOME - SKIPPED SCHOOL
title says it all so i went around my house snapping pictures of the little dog and the babies. webcam with A and ate all the junk food in the world on the bed but i was a happy kid.

and for all you people who don't know, i have a fb account already. long story.

hold my hand - sean paul

2010-01-06T19:14:00.002+08:00

life gets you in the most mysterious ways, putting you into all sorts of situations back to back, forcing you to choose whether you should be selfish or selfless.

last evening, i was forced to make a decision. we were forced to make a decision. but baby, i'm scared. i'm scared one day, the worst scenario will happen and my fears will haunt me.

the fear baby is the scariest and most painful thing i'm feeling but have to curb.

the last few hours of 2009, the first few hours of 2010

2010-01-01T14:52:00.000+08:00

31 DEC (THURSDAY): PARTY & COUNTDOWN

went to mum's company party at her boss' place to celebrate new years eve with them for awhile. stayed for an hour or so, then charmaine and i left to meet our friends/boyfriend.

met A and his brother at city hall and we went to the marketplace to buy some food and drinks for our so called "picnic". we couldn't get into esplanade so we just settled somewhere where it was windy and spent the last hour of 2009 eating and playing games on A's new phone. i had a good time with them catching fireworks. probably upload the video another time. i'm glad that i managed to spend my last hour of 2009 and first hour of 2010 with A like last year and i hope there will be more to come :)

hello 2010, goodbye 2009. you had been nice but i hope 2010 would be better.

2009

2009-12-31T13:59:00.001+08:00

2009 has been a pretty awesome year for me. although tough, but i've met really good friends whom are always there for me. what makes me happy is making new friends and still keeping old ones.

new years resolution

happy year for everyone
get a gpa of 3.5 and above
go clubbing

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

the world that we are all in. ironic.

2009-12-31T01:06:00.004+08:00

isn't it ironic? we ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us. love those who hurt us, and hurt those who love us.

we ignore those who adore us because we take for granted they will always adore us, adore those who ignore us because we can't have them, love those who hurt us because love is unconditional, hurt those who love us because you know they will love you no matter what.

N900

2009-12-30T18:05:00.002+08:00

all i want for new years..

is YOUUUU

"The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll thank her for being a part of your life, no matter how short. The ones where you’ll never forget her because she helped shape your view on love. The ones where you’ll always be there for her, whether or not she’ll accept that. The ones where she put up with your crap when she didn’t have to. The ones where your last tribute to her was doing something she never thought you’d do - and loving it."

pictures of you, pictures of me, remind us all of what we used to be

2009-12-29T04:23:00.004+08:00

16 DEC (WEDNESDAY): TOWN
decided to hit town with charmaine before attending A's class bbq. 313 @ somerset again.

ate one of the spicest tom yam ever

then met up with A at somerset to bus down to ECP. we kind of lost our way there. it was my first time with A's class so i was pretty much shy, but i kind of liked it, being quiet over there.

18 DEC (FRIDAY): HOME
stayed home and rot. but melody was being so cute, so i decided to snap a shot.

19 DEC (SATURDAY): TOWN
went to 313 @ somerset with charmaine and mummy. walked around F21 and dined at the handburgers for dinner. ended the day with cold rock and leaving town for shopping at nearing 12am.

tandoor chicken

dory fish

prawn

21 DEC (MONDAY): HAMSTERS AND HAAGEN DAZS
decided to wash the hamsters' tank but i accidentally broke it :( so daddy, charmaine, melody and i went opposite my place to get a new one. swensens the previous night, haagen dazs in that night.

23 DEC (WEDNESDAY): TOWN WITH THE DIM SUMS
picnic was cancelled so we decided to hit town (i've been going town, it's totally crazy). steph, bara, A and i were happily indulging on coca steamboat while waiting for the total latecomers.

walked around, decided to settle down at mc cafe for our secret santa gift exchange. everyone got a gift except for me because my secret santa (charlene the asshole) bailed :( was pretty upset cause i've got no present :'(

asked to go timbre at night but A and i didn't have the feel so we just decided to walk around town yet again. charlene met us in the night to give me my gift. HAHA. you have no idea what that asshole gave me. A was supposed to give charlene present (the present was $9 worth of pinoy money). HAHA.

24 DEC (THURSDAY): CHRISTMAS EVE
this year's christmas isn't a really hyped up one but it was still heartwarming. just spent christmas eve with A at his place watching movies, videos, eating and all sorts of things. dinnered with him and his mum at lot 1 after that.

25 DEC (FRIDAY): CHRISTMAS
just stayed home with my family eating mummy's homecooked spaghetti and dinnered at chompchomp. it was simple yet good. i like.

26 DEC - 27 DEC (SATURDAY - SUNDAY): BATAM
seriously relaxed trip. all we did was eat, walked around, go cart, pedicures, wash and blow hair, soak in bathtub and thai massage for 2 nights straight.

the hotel room

hotel room service

the baby pool is seriously baby-ish

probably the biggest coconut i've ever seen

our own personal tour guide around batam

indulged on A&W. jealous much?

go cart-ed

so going to hell

treated like a queen doing pedicure

sad life. people sitting on soft sofa, i'm sitting on that

new hair colour

the irritant in my life

thought that this sign was funny

28 DEC (MONDAY): POPEYES AND AVATAR
decided to go out of the house so i met A up at amk and we ate popeyes, played arcade (we were top players), watched avatar (slow i know. pretty awesome) and ate somemore. A finally sent me home. it was a bit tiring (cause i'm tired) but good.

you have totally no idea how long i did this post man. the amount of pictures is K-I-L-L-I-N-G. i'll give myself a pat on the shoulder for all the hard work man. been so long since i did a really good post. havn't been truly happy until lately. reason why i havn't been myself and blogging...

A and i were facing some problems until i suggested a month to decide on whether we should be together or not. but now, things are beginning to fall back into place and we are happy once again. he asked me today if i wanted to know the answer but i told him to tell me on the 3rd. cause i really want to him to think it through, don't really want to go through the pain of finding out that my other half don't feel the same way about me anymore.

but i guess people just like to take the easier way out for matters in the heart by just walking away. because its so much easier to walk away from a relationship than to actually go through with your partner over the difficult times. because you don't really need to about 2 people, you just need to think about yourself, your feelings and not anyone else. but little do you know, it strengthens the relationship, it provides a healthier relationship. if you really love the person, you wouldn't give up the relationship right?

and that's what i did, i stuck through it. it was hard, painful, scary and there are times when you have no one to depend on because you can't share your troubles with your partner as you're afraid it might stress him and his final answer to you is that he doesn't want you anymore. you have to really push aside your feelings, be numb towards the pain that your partner throws to you - you have to act like everything's okay even when it's not.

pushing the fact that there is nothing wrong with the relationship is totally the wrong mindset because i told A that there was a problem in our relationship and he denied the fact. it slowly grew to a bigger problem, put us in a difficult situation, forced us to make choices, tore our hearts apart. so i guess it's all about listening, talking it out calmly and having the open mind to know that there are weaknesses in your relationship than to have gone through what i did.

it's better to have a chance in saving the relationship than not having one at all. it's not just a relationship you are giving up on, you are giving up a part of yourself and what could have been.

talking about this issue, makes me remember the times difficult times i've been through alone when A wasn't that stable. it still pains my heart - it's like a scar that will never fade away. it was the hardest thing i've ever done both mentally and physically. but i have never regretted any step i took to save the relationship. his answer to me tonight was going to be a yes.

beautiful melody

2009-12-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

quiet yet heartwarming christmas. didn't really went out to celebrate it, it felt like any other day. i remember when i was younger, christmas was one of my favourite holidays because my family celebrates it with presents and yummy food. but this year, no presents but just company. simple but it was good enough for me.

the secret santa thing with my dim sums, christmas eve with A and christmas with my family. honestly, it's pretty awesome. A and i didn't exchange gifts this year, prolly the next one? i wanted to get him an itouch though but he said it's not his thing but after touching and playing with it a few times later then he decides he likes it. haha, cute.

so christmas is all about appreciating people in your life. well, definitely, i appreciate and love those who i meet but most importantly, i appreciate whose whom are seriously close to me. love you guys a million.

i'm leaving for batam tomorrow with mum and sister. A, don't misbehave when i'm gone :D btw, it's been awhile since i've done a proper post. i'll probably do that when i'm back and get pictures from steph.

batam baby

2009-12-20T01:58:00.005+08:00

probably going to batam on 26th and coming back on the 27th (2D/1N) cause there isn't much things to do there? that's the plan tentatively. mum and sister are bringing their friends but i'm traveling alone because i feel that bringing friends is so weird? i'm pretty much looking forward to it for only the spa, manicure and pedicures? totally cheap over there. i totally see myself busking under the sun with my shades enjoying life and eating awesome food.

above all the happy things, D passed away. i don't spend time or play with D much because he really bites you. i have never held him on my hand but deep down i loved him. not showcasing my love to D, gulity as charged. but i guess D left happier and more peaceful than how B left. i'm thankful for D and E for giving A and i 5 cute little hamsters (F, G, H, I and J - we have yet to name them). this is the second hamster A and i are forced to let go. hamsters just seem to go sudden, without me saying goodbye and that seriously upsets me.

all about love

2009-12-17T22:30:00.001+08:00

joe: love does that to you sometimes

cam: i wanna be a part of someone's life, not all of it

joe: have you taken a look of your bedroom lately? if you love something, sometimes, you just wanna be surrounded by it

- quotes (good luck chuck)

it takes a lifetime to find a perfect love and it only takes a moment to lose it forever. so if you love someone show it now because a lost today is a lost forever

to continue to love somebody when there’s no promise of that love ever thriving, that is romance

i love you = i love you

i hate you = i love you

i'm finally learning that even if the grass is greener on the other side, it's still pretty green here

anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly

we were given: two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. but only one heart? the other was given to someone else. for us to find.

when PP is over, the party starts rolling in

2009-12-16T00:26:00.000+08:00

honestly, i was very stressed about PP man, seriously. scared about my time frame to present (5 minutes only). i was so scared and stressed till i even dreamed of my PP. HAHA. this is how lame i can get.

friends actually calm me down, saying i'll do well and all these. charlene called to tell me about PP which she said was easy. so i told myself "if the pinoy can do it, so can i." then met up with A which he was late >:( then he keep saying i'm going to fail (thanks asshole) and i got scared again.

outside the class, the person tell me i can go in but i was so scared i was like "noooo, can i go in later?" HAHA. waiting for my turn is like wanting my life seriously. my heart thumped so fast, i can literally feel it coming out of my chest.

went in, straight away the facilitators say "you look good and nice today." awesome man. then they said "maybe we should have PP assessment everyday, then people will start to dress up properly." HAHA. totally don't know how to react at that time so i just laughed.

did my presentation, i think i did really good cause they had the shocked face when i was explaining about club 21. i gave them new insights. awesome top 15%. answered questions in between presentation and all that but able to answer all. pat on the shoulder. but i was really scared man, like totally cause i was having a hard time pronouncing the words. HAHA. what do you expect man. i have dr david kwok as my PP advisor. but he was nice to me, so are the other 2 assessors (1 female, 1 male). they are seriously awesome people.

PP Advisor:

Cassendra did well with her detailed analysis using Porter's Five Forces. She is able to answer questions confidently.

Assessor 1:

Very good introduction on Club 21. She is able to respond well to questions asked of her during the Q&A session.

Assessor 2:

Cassendra was well-dressed, confident and articulate for her presentation.

not posting this because i wanna show off but it is to ease others who are having PP presentation soon, YOU ARE GOING TO DO GREAT FOR PP. DONT YOU WORRY!

thanks A and awesome friends who are always there physically and mentally supporting me.

with every great love comes a great story

2009-12-13T02:01:00.001+08:00

the notebook is such a classic, awesome love story. i think you should really re-watch this and this will probably trigger your mind and make you realize your feelings.

Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Young Noah: If you're a bird I'm a bird.

Young Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.

Allie: Do you think that our love can create miracles?
Noah: Yes I do. That's what brings you back to me each time.
Allie: Do you think our love can take us away together?
Noah: I think our love can do anything we want it to.
Allie: I love you.
Noah: I love you Allie.
Allie: Good night.
Noah: Good night. I'll be seeing you.

with every great love comes a great story. our story would be how we conquer this tough time. if you only believe that our love can create miracles, if you believe that loving another with all your heart and soul is enough, if you believe that you want to work things out everyday, only if you believe, then we'll have hope. because baby, every thing starts from hope and faith, and it was how every thing started for us. i hope you don't throw this away. i love you andy, i'll be seeing you, all of you.

i'd wait up for you

2009-12-12T16:35:00.002+08:00

"The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be"

miley cyrus - when i look at you and JLS - everybody in love

2009-12-11T23:42:00.005+08:00

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

Everybody in love, Go put your hands up
Everybody in love, Go put your hands up
Everybody in love, Go put your hands up
If you’re in love, Put your hands up

(thanks yvonne for the awesome song)

till the day you put your hands up, we'll can never be truly together and happy. "i find it really painful to love and be with someone who doesn't know whether they love me or not or worse, don't know what is love"

recently, i have no motivation to blog. i have not been myself lately and i don't really feel like talking about it cause i think it's of no use and i'll get really upset over stuff. sometimes, i feel like i'm in my own hole, not wanting to get up from it. i'm just fucking stressed about stuff and it really makes me very tired but i will never regret sticking through it.

here's my definition of love and i hope it helps you, guide you through.

love isn’t just a word in which we should use without meaning it. love is something magical you experience with someone special whom stepped into your life. love is when that someone has been through ordeals with you. love is sticking with and through with the person no matter how hard an orderal might be. love is when the person shares his/her point of view (good or bad) with you. love is when she/he is concerned about you. love is when without saying ‘i love you’, you know how she/he feels towards you.

i hope this can continue applying on us, "love consists of me and you and is nothing without you" and "hold on, cause we’re not done yet, never be, never will be." i don't know if you find it familiar or not because it's what i sent you on our first month. cheers to the great times.

when my world is falling apart and there is no light to break up the dark, will you please hold my hand tightly and we'll walk through this together?

believe in forever, happily ever after

2009-12-05T16:04:00.005+08:00

MONDAY - 30 NOVEMBER
didn't attend school and went to A's place early in the morning. we lazied around, went out to eat breakfast then started dressing up to head to school for his PP presentation.

A received pretty good comments for his PP so it's good. after PP presentation, i wanted to go IT helpdesk to get my stuffs done but had to wait so we left. we went to cwp to buy tickets for 2012 and while waiting for our show timing, we went to eat sakae sushi buffet.

WEDNESDAY - 2 DECEMBER

got back our photo shoot pictures. we have to buy portfolio and insert resume and picture into it for our IIP program (internship). kind of glad that i'm the second batch. heard from my first batch friends that we actually have a number of good companies (marina sands, resort world at sentosa, singapore airlines, etc). higher GPA gets priority. keep fingers crossed. i'm pretty interested in marina sands and singapore airlines though.

after school, went over to christina's place because she wants to put down her lappy and change. then we trained down for astons in celebration of christina's belated birthday. christina's boyfriend, andy, joined us for it soon after. the queue was a killer. but we had fun, been a long time since we last hang out. happy 19!

THURSDAY - 3 DECEMBER

happy birthday daddy! you're the best dad in the world :) after A left from my place, we went to grandma's place for steamboat. and my cousin asked if A and i want to go clubbing him and his friends this weekend -.-

FRIDAY - 4 DECEMBER

the long awaited xlb outing with steph, sam, tinguan, bara, yvonne and charlene. was supposed to go crystal jade at holland v but no reservation so we went eastern restaurant at centerpoint.

food was good (especially the xlb and the spicy wanton). after xlb, we went to eat fondue at haagen dazs.

after fondue, we walked around town, taking pictures, laughing, etc. company was good but it's unfortunate that the indian was not feeling well :( anyway, can't wait for our christmas picnic. awesome.

Something to share:
No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot. — Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)

this really gives me motivation and i hope it gives you too.

let's crawl back to love

2009-12-03T19:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 13 MONTHS A
no amount of words can comprehend how much i treasure and appreciate you in my life. always pushing me on, motivating me, comforting me, etc. you have been really good to me, taking care of me, protecting me through the time span of being together.

you have always been the one in my eyes. you're no ordinary guy whom i see on the streets. although you are not the most cutest, handsome, manly guy i've come across and seen, you are the most beautiful in my eyes. and that is the reason you give me to not do certain things.

though we are going through a tough patch now, i believe in time to come, i will change. change to be a better me for this relationship. and i hope this will be forever. i seriously hope we can pull through the hardest times. like they always say, the strength of a couple is being measured when they hit a tough patch.

and here, i would like to dedicate this song to you.

Crawl Lyrics

Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too

So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah

Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all

If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah

Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view

So we'll crawl (if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

So we'll crawl (ooh)
Till we can walk again (till we can walk again)
Then we'll run (we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump (until we're strong enough to jump)
Then we'll fly (then we'll fly)
Until there is no end
So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love

i don't know where we stand now

2009-12-03T11:02:00.006+08:00

"Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. The real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away could be so much easier."

"Find a heart that loves you at your worst, and arms that will hold you at your weakest."

"Don't be afraid. Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it."

"Where there’s pain, there’s still feeling, and where there’s feeling, there’s hope."

twilight saga: new moon

2009-11-28T22:07:00.001+08:00

met up with A in the afternoon at PS. collect PP poster > bike shop at chinatown > makan (the wanton mee very nice) > walk around the cathay > walk around PS > went to catch movie > home.

i personally think it's not bad that, pretty good. the starting was pretty boring for me. there was some humor in the movie and the crowd in the threatre was good because most of them liked to do sound effects. HAHA. like for the ending, the girls will like "awww" then "huh?" my eyes were "itchy" at some parts. if you get it. HAHA. when you watch it you will understand. i would rate the movie 7/10 but i think A thinks that it deserves more than my rating.

definitely an awesome outing for me. A, i think we should do this more often. it felt really good hanging out with you.